Well, its been along haule, but I’m finally back posting on my site

Its slowly changing from its old version, with a huge thanks to the ledge that is Pete White. So bare with me until I figure out how to work this Wordpress software!

Few reasons why I stopped posting, the main one was because some things I posted seemed to upset a few people, didnt mean them too, its just my place to empty my thoughts, and if you wanna read them, so be it.. but understand its MY opinion and take on life and events, so it probably wont be polictiallcy correct, so sorry to the 2 people I know for sure I upset. I’ll try and go less personal! Just dont piss me off

 Well, where to start.. ALOT of shit has happened since I last updated this, so lemme keep it brief
 - Im now single
 - Tallys gones up
 - I kick ass as a manager
 - I still drink alot
 - I’m famous (well, kinda)
 - My friend Gemma died (RIP)
 - Lost Season 2 Finale.. Oh My..
 - Prison Break.. sweet jeebus
 - Happy Birthday to everyone whos had one!
 - Well done to Craig for finally passing his test

Erm.. think that covers some stuff =)

You may or may have noticed that this aint been updated in, well forever! Main reason is some apparent potential trouble over the content, but if I see that person, I will say sorry:-)

Anyway.. Just came back from best week of my life, well year so far tehe. My Burger King “BMT” course in Chester:) Stayed at posh hotel, and the whole week was just sooo random and fun:) Monday I went out to play pool with a lad from Grimsby called Danny, ledge. I even won a game! HA! Take that Dean! The course started on the tuesday, and was ace. Well, the social side of things! Tuesday I went out with Danny and 4 of the girls, and got hammered!! Soo rough in the morning

Soo many classic moments over the course.. like Catherine and Stephs 2 hour walk around chester looking for a chinese, or the Athea thing tehe.

Thursday was ace.. I couldnt stop laughing, until I had my 3rd can of Special Brew, and I couldnt do much else heh! Ended up in a gay bar with Debbie, Jo, Steph and Catherine seeing a male stripper act. Its all abit blurred, i’ll add more when I wake! heh

Well Well Well.. aint done one for awhile, mainly because life has been sooo everywhere

Work is alright, currently going to Chester weekly for my course, its good fun.. great bunch of people I’m with, and getting on well with everyone, normally I’m one to shy away from presenting and discussions to groups, but I’ve seemed to be more confident in myself, and standing up infront of random people cracking jokes is something I’d never of dreamed off previously, shows how much I’ve changed in past month. Main reason is probably because I’ve had enough of all the shit I’m getting of various people, also I’m more confident in myself due to various reasons

Home life is on the verge of pushing me over the edge, mum has turned into a Norman control puppet, and the latest result : Not aloud in the house for 2 weeks while shes away, yep.. My bro is sleepin on mates sofa, and I’ve got to stay at my dads, even though all my stuff is here.. she turned the hot water off, and banned us from cooking or washing clothes! hell, she even locked my fucking windows and put the key in the safe!!!! Deffo not going to her wedding, hell hopefully wont be here much longer

Heh, found previosuly that I should be careful what I post here, but end of day mum if you read this… take a LONG look in the mirror, you wont see yourself.. and if you do, well..

Just wanna send my sympathies out to Pam, her mum recently died:( Sucks huge for anyone to go through that, she was having stress at work.. and this was the last thing she needed, RIP Mrs Pearce

Saz is back soon for a PARTY!! YAY! Mungs bday is soon aswell, so things are looking up.. getting a car soon aswell.. w00t!

Add me to MySpace:)

Ive been promoted to manaer at BK, YAY! and Nej’s 21st was last night, was good Paintballing was great, I won the first 2 games for my team in Capture The Flag, crawling towards it and then legging it back with everyone opening fire at me! Nej shot me later on and cut my hand and my ass cheek looks like a target board, thanks Shannon!

I’m sorry Heather

Psychedelic Furs, Random band name.. damn funky music! Anyway..

Been a busy time since last update, hence no update! BOOYA~! Where do I start? Girls? Work? Marriage? Sackings? Illness?!

Well, its all change at work. Aint sure if Im allowed to say it, but yea. Darren, the restuarant manager is “no longer employeed by Burger King”, which means there is a gonna be a huge change coming soon. Zoe should be taking over, which is good news, she’s deserved the job for along time, and she can sort the place out. Also, Kerry is leaving (BOO!!! STAY!) so that means me and Murch been handed a chance for the managers job, which is good cos we’ve both worked hard. I’ve worked myself up from Crew member, to Service Expert, to a fully trained Supervisor, back down to a Crew Member and now back up to a manager (pending) in 4 years, which is a damn good achievement i feel. More on this as it comes happens though

This weekend I went to my cousins wedding (*Pics Linkage*), where my cousin Phil married his girlfriend of 12 years, they’ve been together since they was 16, so its really sweet:) Was nice seeing all the family together, well dads side. Heather came down with me, which was cool. The wedding itself wasnt the best bit for me, dont really see why everyone should go through all that just to become Husband and Wife, its all abit OTT, but yea, I dont care about religion so that might be why I feel that. The Reception was brilliant, very well done and was good. The food was lovely, and the entertainment was good, the DJ doing an impromptu BreakDancing competition!! So Congrats to Phil and Louise:)

My new contact lense look is screwing me over already! Ive got an infection in my right eye, BOO!!

Nejs 21st next Thursday, that should be highlight of the year!

and congrats to Anthony and the Johnsons on winning the Mercury Music Prize, Bloc Party or Kaiser Chiefs should of got it though!

ahh.. Cluster Bomb Faeries, one of the hidden gems of the unsigned music scene, hailing from Brum’.. which in a cheesy radio DJ way, links me to this…

I just got back from a weekend away in Birmingam with Heather, it was very nice indeed. Stayed at a very posh hotel called the Copthorne, which was near must the action I suppose. Was next to a Weatherspoons, which had a large collection of International beers for under £2, winner! Went to see “StarLight Express”, which was the first ever musical I’ve seen, and to be honest I really enjoyed it, wasnt what I expected! Went shopping, drank, swam.. and after Mal mentioned it to me AGES ago, Me and Heather tried a “Nandos”.. and wow, that is real chicken! Think it brought me and Heather abit close together, 2days away without falling out.. we was both abit ill and naggy on the Saturday night though, but we slept it off!

I now have contacts, its something i wanted to do for awhile, and finally got the money to do it, so YAY! its weird.. keep wanted to touch glasses and end up poking myself in my eye :icon_cry:, getting them in and out is a bitch though, slowly getting used to it.. weird technique I have though!

Loz and Kate from Saz’s Uni popped down on Wednesday to boogie Shrews style! Was good fun, and per normal everyone was wrecked.. including Mr Banks who was sick at the ATM, and again in Liquid which got him chucked out! heh.Not as bad as me on the previous Saturday at Deans house party, where I had abit too much Absinthe, and was fucked out of my face.. so much Serena had to take me home by 12! heh, no idea how I got to work for 8am next day though

again, this can also be found on my Imafish blog which has feedback enabled

So, I aint wrote for awhile, but I was planning to after something got sorted, but I dont know when it fully will be sorted.. so here I am

Me and Heath have reached the end of the “honeymoon” period of our relationship, and the first problem has crept in and caused shit. EVery relationship goes through these, its part of life, and how you deal with them makes or breaks us; and the added factors of tiredness and stress aint helped things. We’ll work it through, sounds disrespectful but i’ve had to deal with worse, and I dont mean to sound it, I respect Heath and her feelings alot, and I can understand her doubts, we all get them.. me included. But spending time together will help, together we always have fun, and things are great.. shit seems to happen when we’re apart:(

I wanna send out my regards to the Cartwright family, whos House burnt down last week. I know the oldest Cartwright, Gemma (or Titch) through my Wakeman connections (Kelly, Greer and Perry mainly), and she’s a sound girls, had some history with the family, and they didnt deserve this. Spoke to Claire Jennings about it (congrats by the way) and she was shocked about it.

My mums cancelled Sky! I mean, COME ON! What the fuck am I gonna watch?!?! Has anyone tried watching terrestial TV during the week?! its totally bollocks! Only good thing on was “Chef V Britain”, and thats cos Gino D’Campo is coolbeans, and to cancel it just as the fucking football season starts! GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think im nearly recovered from Friday night, I didnt drink, yet woke up feeling soo rough, got some Chips and Cheese from Crazys, half way through me and Heather noticed that the cheese was mouldy, yuck! anyway, I aint actually ate a meal since Sat night around 9pm (its 8pm on Monday) cos my tummy cant handle much, just packs of crisps. I felt so shit at work on Sunday, being sick and the shits, was horrible. Luckly Kelly didnt spit in my food on Saturday in Subway lol

Anyway.. laterz

er yea.. people think the previous post was cos me and Heather broke up, well unless shes dumped me while shes in Scotland, we’re still together.. I hope. Dont know, last night and this morning seemed kinda strained, who knows. We’re still together, and im still happy

The previous was just a random musing.. dont read to much into it!

All love affairs are that, short stories of memories that will be told around the table of a pub, or in the comfort one someones sofa with others, stories of happiness and smiles, of times in the past when we was happy and content, with one person who possessed the key to unlock our hearts, and set us free into the air of love

but like every story, they have tragic endings. Every story has a ending, and depending on the person who’s ending it is, one of the halfs will be a tear filled moment, a mental scar that we will forever bear on us. All relationships are started by 2 people, and when ended it takes one person, the other.. well, they’re left with the worse burden of them all, the burden of wondering why did it end? What went wrong? Closure, its a key factor in any story. Everything that has a start, must have an end, and when we have to find it for ourselves, thats when we travel down the path of disillusion and have to find ourselves in the darkest places of our minds

Every relationship will end, its a fact of life just like we’re going to die and that we’ll have to pay tax; So why start something that will end and cause pain, yet we put ourselves through it daily with every relationship we have. Its a game of Russian Roulette. Everyone seems to feel we need another person to be totally happy with ourselves, and I agree. We accept ourselves everyday, and feel good.. but when another person accepts you, its great and a confidence boast. When we get dejected for whatever reason, it causes us to look at ourselves in ways that we normally dont, thus the sadness and the hurt

Joni Mitchell once sang “you dont know what you’ve got until its gone”, and its true, some people take relationships and people close to them for granted, but when it goes you will be left wondering bewildered by it all. Some people end them to look for something ‘better than what they’ve got’, but if you keep looking for something better, you will never be happy. You will find that “something better” and then want to find something better than that, and it goes on until one day you die alone and unloved because you kept looking for ultimate happiness, and there is no prized oasis of bliss and love, not realising that there is only the mirage of the hope and dreams we make together as a couple that is the true goal in life, we make our own happiness

Also look for this at my Imafish blog, which will take over this soon, Link

I suppose it had to happen sooner or later, but its finally happened, Norman asked mum to marry him, and they’re getting married in March. Cant say I’m happy, but gyea can ya really blame me. Rob is in same boat, but I aint staying in the way of mums “happiness”, so I’ll have to suck it and see, I aint calling him my Step Dad, no way, and have this gumball for a Stepbrother

Just got home from work, and there is a random Aussie chick on my sofa.. Random. Friend of mums friend daughter or something

I think works finally gonna make me snap soon, plays frustates me sometimes, oh well. Lisa left, which sucks. shes cool

and whoever left the blob of butter on my keyboard will get slapped, that is all

things going really well with Heath, so thats coolbeans. 3months and 2 weeks <3// Apparently Kelly fancies my mate Jib, lol.

I stole the best drunk steal of the month, a GLITTER DISCO BALL!, shame it ended up being used as a football down Mardol. Hail Drunkeness! O/

Bastards tried taking out London again, this is gonna end up very bad, one more attack and I reckon its gonna get very nasty